When Politics Replace Worship in a Secular Age

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When Politics Feels Like Worship: Reflections on Devotion, Secularism, and the True King

This past week, I heard Kamala Harris refer to herself as a “devout public servant.” And something about that phrasing stuck with me—not because I disagreed with it politically, but because it reminded me how easily we apply religious language to things that aren’t actually religious. It’s not unique to her. It happens across the political spectrum, and it’s become a sign of something deeper going on culturally.

Charles Taylor, in A Secular Age (2007), talks about how modern life hasn’t erased religious instinct—it’s redirected it. Even in our most secular spaces, we see people reach for meaning, transcendence, identity, and even moral certainty. And one of the primary places they now find it is in politics. That’s especially true in America, where political affiliation increasingly functions like a belief system. It has its rituals, its slogans, its enemies, its sense of righteousness.

I’ve seen this in both parties. People wear shirts that say things like, “Stand for the flag, kneel for the cross,” or “Jesus is my God, Trump is my president.” Years ago, during the Obama administration, I saw shrines—actual candles and photos—set up like religious altars. The blending of reverence for God with reverence for a political figure has always made me uncomfortable, and over time, I’ve realized it’s because they don’t belong in the same category.

Recently, I’ve been thinking about these things more—not just as a citizen, but as a Christian therapist. The death of my father brought a lot of reflection with it. When you grieve, you notice what really holds weight in your life. You see more clearly what’s been elevated to a sacred level. And I’ve been reminded that our worship—our true, spiritual reverence—should belong only to God.

My family has a meaningful legacy of service. My grandfather ran a factory in Detroit that made airplane parts during World War II. My grandmother and great-aunt were Rosie the Riveters in that same factory. I had a great-uncle and several other relatives who served in the war. Their sacrifice, strength, and commitment deserve honor. But that kind of respect is different than worship.

There’s a big difference between gratitude and reverence. Between honoring someone’s service and placing them on a pedestal meant only for God.

James K. A. Smith (2014), building on Taylor’s work, argues that in a secular society, religious impulses don’t disappear—they get re-routed. Political movements, ideologies, and national identity can all absorb the weight of what used to be reserved for the divine. These new “liturgies” show up in chants, campaign rallies, loyalty tests, and even the way we organize church services around national holidays. They create belonging—but they can also create confusion.


“You shall have no other gods before me.” — Exodus 20:3

This commandment isn’t just about ancient idol worship. As Sproul (2005) writes, it’s about whatever we place in the seat of ultimate value. Calvin described the human heart as “a perpetual forge of idols” (Calvin, 1536/1960). Even good things—like nation, family, justice, or leadership—can become disordered when they take God’s place. That’s why this conversation matters. Not because civic engagement is wrong, but because spiritual categories can’t be borrowed without consequence.


“You cannot serve two masters.” — Matthew 6:24

When Jesus said this, He was speaking about money, but the principle applies broadly. As Alistair Begg (2010) puts it, "The throne of your heart has one seat." Whether we realize it or not, whatever sits there will shape how we live, speak, vote, and relate. J.C. Ryle (1856/2020) echoed this: divided allegiance always leads to compromised values. When we elevate a political identity alongside our spiritual identity, we often don’t notice how much our theology has shifted to match our ideology.


“Our citizenship is in heaven.” — Philippians 3:20

Paul reminds the Philippians—and us—that our deepest identity isn’t rooted in any earthly kingdom. Ironside (1929) described believers as pilgrims “in the land of shadows,” always moving toward a better homeland. This isn’t escapism. It’s perspective. We’re called to be involved in the world, but we should never mistake it for home.


Why Proximity to Jesus Shapes Everything

This is where the conversation turns practical for me. When I’m close to Jesus, I’m not just a better follower of Christ—I’m a better therapist. A better father. A better friend. Proximity to Christ changes how I speak, how I react, and how I understand the people around me.

I’ve learned that being near to Christ helps me meet my son with patience when he’s angry, and my daughters with gentleness when they’re fighting over something trivial. It helps me listen when I want to lecture. It helps me stay soft when the world demands I harden. And most importantly, it helps me love people who live very differently from me.

When a client walks into my office with a complicated or even reprehensible past, it’s not my training that allows me to treat them with dignity—it’s Christ. When someone lives a lifestyle that contradicts my values, it’s my nearness to Jesus that allows me to see their humanity first. To treat them with respect, not because I approve of everything they do, but because they bear the image of God. Jesus gives us eyes to see others through the lens of creation and redemption, not just behavior or history.

Knowing Jesus deeply isn’t about spiritual performance or private piety—it’s about holiness. And holiness isn’t withdrawal from the world. It’s presence in the world with clarity, compassion, and truth. When Jesus shapes our hearts, He also reshapes how we see everything and everyone else.


As therapists, leaders, parents, and citizens, we have a responsibility to be clear about where our worship belongs. That doesn’t mean we stop caring about the country or abandon political involvement. It means we stop confusing those things with our faith. Good governance is important. Honoring those who serve is good. But they’re not sacred. They’re not salvific. They don’t deserve liturgies, and they don’t require devotion.

We need discernment—not louder opinions. We need depth—not just alignment. And we need to recover what it means to be wholly devoted to Jesus, especially in a culture where everything else is competing for that same loyalty.


References

Begg, A. (2010). One seat on the throne [Sermon]. Truth for Life. https://www.truthforlife.org

Calvin, J. (1960). Institutes of the Christian religion (J. T. McNeill, Ed.; F. L. Battles, Trans.). Westminster Press. (Original work published 1536)

Ironside, H. A. (1929). Addresses on the Epistle to the Philippians. Loizeaux Brothers.

Ryle, J. C. (2020). Expository thoughts on the Gospels: Matthew (Original work published 1856). Banner of Truth Trust.

Smith, J. K. A. (2014). How (not) to be secular: Reading Charles Taylor. Eerdmans.

Sproul, R. C. (2005). The truth of the cross. Reformation Trust.

Taylor, C. (2007). A secular age. Harvard University Press.

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  • Amy Gimlin

    Amy Gimlin

    Dr. Wichterman, Thank you for offering this refreshing perspective. I can only speak from my own experience in the US, but at least here, our theology has become much too enmeshed with politics
  • Katie Goodson

    Katie Goodson

    Such an important message! Thank you so much for sharing it so clearly!
  • Rebecca Hiraoka

    Rebecca Hiraoka

    I appreciate these thoughts Dr. Wichterman. I've been concerned about the enmeshing of religious devotion and political opinion. Politicians can be important public servants, but are certainly not worthy of devotion. Thank you for sharing!
  • Andrew Wichterman

    Andrew Wichterman

    Thank you all for the supportive comments.
  • Wayne DesLattes

    Wayne DesLattes

    Many people do worship this nation, revering it . . . upholding American nationalism as virtuous when all human earthly kingdoms (governments) will fall.
  • Donna Vaughn

    Donna Vaughn

    I witness this in my church, where some parishioners place our pastor on a pedestal. They complain when he takes a vacation because they’ve brought friends in to see him preach, or are disappointed when others preach in his place. They are seeking the messenger and not the message! He is a great pastor with a fantastic gift of sharing God‘s Word, but he is not God. I choose to focus on and trust the One Who is in charge of those believed to be in charge in Church and politics! Thank you for your perspective.
  • Corrie Mutsaers

    Corrie Mutsaers

    Does anyone have recommendations for a source/podcast for daily news overviews from a biblical worldview? Not political, not just opinion based and preferably something that can be listened to or watched. Most I'm finding are outdated or not active or super slanted. For me (and working in mental health) it is important to be knowledgeable about what is happening in our world however I want to be more policy educated than politically. The events that are happening (like in Minneapolis) are heartbreaking and validate why solid mental health professionals are in desperate need.
  • Amy Gimlin

    Amy Gimlin

    Corrie, I've heard good things about The Pour Over podcast.
  • Andrew Wichterman

    Andrew Wichterman

    Love all of these comments, thank you everyone. Christ as our highest and only. We serve our country because we love our God.
  • Corrie Mutsaers

    Corrie Mutsaers

    Amy- Pour Over is great! Thank you- I didn’t know they actually had a spoken podcast. I also found a daily one that so far I find helpful The World and Everything in It. Also Fridays Kirk Cameron does a semi politics related recap and I have found his perspective to be insightful.

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